so school started recently... one week of school, just one week!!! actually it was less than a week!! already is really stressful and ugh. high school is not turning out to be as great as it seems. :\
yeah, dressing how i want, using my phone and ipod and stuff, and some other stuff is great... but idk. its just not FUN. hopefully, things will get better but all I can do is hope and pray.
i miss summer so bad already. D:
praise the Lord for 4 day weekends(: but only 2 more days after today...
whatever. i need to look on the bright side more. i'm too pessimisstic.
my bdais next month!! (:
octobre first babiesss. woot.
so only... 25 more days til my bday. woot.
i will officially be 14... weirdly, 14 seems younger than 13 haha. ive really been reminiscing and stuff reacently and i really miss the old days... when i was young and carefree.. and everything just seemed RIGHT and in place, and like bad stuff couldnt happen.
but right now my life feels like its going no where... but moving way too fast at the same time.
like... everything feels so blank and annoying and just BLAH. but then it feels like everythings falling apart too, and like people are leaving my life and people who i dont want to enter it , are entering it.
its really annoying and its just making me down.. ):
sigh.. i wanna go to disneyland. that could cheer me up.
but disneyland makes me think of the good old days too.
gosh i miss those days... sigh.
